20101018

Losing my virginity.


I lost my virginity when I was 21 years old. For a Malay girl, I consider that quite early during my time. If I was not mistaken, most of my friends were still honey pot virgins.

I have always had this big boobs. Though admittedly, they are bigger now than the last time when I just entered university, they were still pretty big for a chubby girl my size. Being a boob-girl (as to say, I love being touched there - though before losing my virginity, nobody ever touched them), I always imagined my nipples to be sucked, the breasts being fondled, et cetera. Whenever I was in the mood to watch porn videos, I always chose the ones with a lot of tit-sucking activities. Up till now, really. That would really get me wet. ;)

One of my favourite videos would be the following. Minute 2:50 to about minute 7:00. Love!


So yeah, this would be my kind of video.

So, back to the virginity-losing 'ceremony', I was actually under some sort of stress at the time because my phone-sex boyfriend broke up with me. So, I was pretty lonely, so I went online and chatted in MIRC. Then I talked to a Malay guy, I'd name him D. D was 25 years old at the time, living in Kuala Lumpur.

We met at night, the same day we started chatting. He came to my house to pick me up, then we went to Mid Valley for a movie, then to his place somewhere in Kuala Lumpur.

I was quite nervous actually. It was not planned at all. We sat on his bed, watching TV. That was when he started to kiss me. While kissing, his hand started to explore my breasts. I think, being a virgin who had always imagined being touched and sucked and bitten on the breasts and nipples area, the moment he touched my breasts, I was already wet. But I was still fully clothed at the time.

Then, he tried to take off my jeans but I refused. To be frank, I wanted it more than anything, but you know, you gotta play hard to get. ;p

"Ala, nak jilat je," he said ("I only want to lick, that's all.")

I wasn't stupid to believe that it was all he was gonna do, but I let him anyway because as I said, I wanted it.

Then when both my jeans and pantied were off, he quickly played his tongue on my pussy. I was already wet at the time, so I guess, that was got him crazy as well. He licked and sucked my pussy like it was lollipop!

All I did was moaning and moaning. It was so good. At some point, I even pulled his hair! Yeah his tongue was at all the right places.

Then, after a few minutes of pussy licking and sucking, he stopped and wipe his mouth with a small towel. He said, you're really wet, and smiled naughtily.

Then, he went to kiss my tummy and the outside of my bra. He started to enter me at the same time.

Fuck it hurt like hell!

He actually tried a few times to enter me fully but he just couldn't. I was really, really tight at the time. I myself almost cried because I thought it hurt so much. Not long after, he came on my tummy.

He didn't even get to enter me!

After cleaning up, we cuddled for a while, and he sent me home.

PS: Our second experience together was much better though, but I am too lazy to type it down. Ehe.

20101015

Malay guy (Part 3)

This week was my busiest week 'in the dark'. Three out of five nights I allocated to meet 'n fuck (sounds cool when I put it like that, eh?) guys were filled with, well, fucking.

The awesome threesome, the Malay guy, and yeah, there was another Malay guy that I met the night after I did my first threesome in life. This is why I am writing this entry. But there was really nothing much to tell. This Malay guy, I would name him JH - was super boring in bed.

When we met at the usual venue I go when I wanted to meet with my regulars (the Chinese guy, KS), there was a pasar malam (night market). So many people around, so we decided to go somewhere else. He wanted to get dinner first, and so we did.

He was talking, talking, and talking. I said to myself, this is not what I am up for. But I entertained him nevertheless. He actually thought I was a bright and matured girl from the way I answered his questions and the way I talked about things. You know, after being in this 'industry' for a while, you'd learn about all types of guys. You get used to the idea that everybody was different, and being a whore that I am, you can't expect anything at all, no matter what the guys claim/say. So, apart from trying to be impressive in bed, I didn't want to try to impress any guys outside. Because that's not the reason they called me in the first place. They just want to fuck. However smart you are as a person is gonna be irrelevant.

He then made an offer. We did not have to fuck but he'd still give me money. He just wanted to be friends. Yeah, he was that interested.

I wasn't sure if that was a good idea, to be frank. I'd rather be fucked and left alone without committing some sort of responsibility of being a friend. Then, when he saw my indifference, he said that perhaps we should just stick to the original plan.

Then, we went to find a hotel. The first and second hotel we went were full. In the end, we ended up at some shabby motel, but I guess, decent enough for an hour.

The room was quite small. Then, after washing my hands, we sat on the bed. We started kissing on the mouth, and his hand quickly found its way into my bra. He was glad that my breasts are big. Weird, isn't it? Every guy I'd met seemed to be really into tits.

Anyway, we continued kissing and when he tried to take off my dress, I got up and took my dress off. Took off my bra as well, and his mouth quickly covered my right nipple, while his other hand fondled the left breast. I started to get wet. As I said before, nipples are my weakness spot. One of my weakness spots, that is.

Then, he lied me down and started to play with my wet pussy. His fingertips played my 'jewel' and not long after, he started to finger me. I was already soaking wet.

Well, I did mention that he was a boring ass, so not long after he fingered and suck my nipples, he started to enter me already. After a few strokes, he came on my tummy. (-_-")

Despite his big cock, he's got no skills, I must say. But later, we went for a drink and we talked some more. That was when he showed me pictures of his kids and wife. His kids are like those Korean girls and his wife is a FINNEEEEE looking Malay lady. Even I thought she was super gorgeous. Even I am no match.

So, I am making this conclusion simply: guys will never have enough. They'll keep wanting more. Not that I have anything against it though, if you know what I mean.

;)

20101014

Malay guy (Part 2)

As promised, the details of my sexual encounter (?) with the Malay guy.

I drove up to the usual venue where I usually meet the Chinese guy. He picked me up and we went somewhere else because he said he saw two friends of his around the area. At first, he suggested to meet a day after tomorrow. I told him I am not gonna be around.

So, he picked me up in an old, maroon BMW 3-series. He didn't have his cap on like when I saw him the first time, and he looked quite cute I must say. He said, his friends might have gone back so we could just check in at the usual motel. Unfortunately, there were a little too many people around there. Vietnamese. We did not want to attract attention, let alone from people who just might report to the Jabatan Agama Islam (Department of Islamic). So I told him I know another decent hotel somewhere else, not far from there. He said okay.

Upon reaching the other motel, I was very much thankful because there were not many cars around, not many people either, except at the corner lot of the row where there was a Mamak restaurant. So, he parked the car a bit far up because he claimed that his car was easily recognised. At first, he suggested checking in together but I firmly said no. I told him I'd wait outside and to send me the room number through SMS. So he went to check in. Not long after, I received the message.

So I walked in. The Indonesian lady at the counter told me where the room was. Obviously she was expecting a girl would come in any time after he checked in. LOL!

When I entered the room, he didn't waste one second. He put his hands around my waist and caressed my buttocks. It's surprising that someone out there appreciates my body type. As I mentioned in my previous entry that I am chubby. But this guy was loving every inch of it.

The room had one queen-sized bed and a single bed. I put my bags on the single bed. And he quickly hugged me from behind. He kissed my hair and the back of my neck while his hands caressing my tummy and then breasts. I heard him muttered 'yes' a few times. I guess my big breasts really aroused him.

I loved it when he did this. I would love it even more if he uses the tips of his fingers and play with my nipples!

He started to lick my right ear and kiss my cheek. Both hands still on my breasts. We were still fully clothed. Then he turned me around and kissed me on the lips.

Usually, I wouldn't kiss my clients but he was an exception because I miss being kissed. I think I've said it before but being kissed the way I was made me feel like I am loved. :)

Then, I went to turn off the light, and just let the room to be lit by the TV and some light from the bathroom - and washed my hands, as I usually would. He was taking off his shirt and jeans, while I was still fully clothed. I sat down at the side of the bed beside him, and we started kissing again.

While kissing, his right hand was caressing my back and left hand was finding its way into my right cup. As soon as his fingers found my already hardened nipple, his fingers started to play with it. I guess, that was the time when I started to get really wet. Nipples are really my weak spots.

It was kinda easy to slip his hand inside my bra since I wore a V-neck maxi dress that exposed half of my breasts. So, I started moaning a little more heavily when his fingers play around my nipple. As we continued kissing, his hand started to explore my wet pussy. I got more and more aroused.

He took off my bra and dress. While I was still sitting at the bedside, he knelt in front of me and started to suck my nipples. That was crazyyy. I totally loved it. After a while, his right hand started to rub my pussy and while still sucking my nipples alternately, he started to finger me. Oh dammit! It felt like heaven!

He continued sucking my nipples, kissing my breasts and neck, AND fingering me for the next four minuted I think. Then, he got up in front of me, and his standing dick was on my face. I didn't wait two seconds, I put his dick inside my mouth, and started sucking.

His dick is quite big, though maybe a bit short. For an Asian guy, I think the length is normal. But yeah, it was quite big. I sucked and sucked and I didn't forget his balls either. I heard him moan. I knew he was loving it! I'm good at this.

Then, he started to suck my tits again, and fingered me again for about two minutes. This man right here really knew how to get me crazy!

Then, he lied down on the bed, and pulled my leg so that I would get on top of him, and we did 69 for ten minutes! Oh you couldn't believe the how wet I was. I could probably fill the whole tumbler! I sucked him to a point he put his knees together so I would stop. He probably almost came. I told you I was good!

After a while, he spread his legs again so I sucked him again. He? He was still putting his tongue at all the right places! :))

After we're done, we continued kissing for a while, and pushed me so I would lie down. AGAIN, he went down on me for the longest time! A guy had never gone down on me that long before! Seriously. This guy absolutely LOVEEEEEE pussy-licking. He totally ate my pussy whole! And fingered me as well. I came I-don't-know-how-many-times. I get wet just by typing this! LOL!

After that, he started kissing me again and again. He loved my pierced tongue so he kept gesturing me to open my mouth so he could see the piercing. He would put his fingers in and I would suck it, just like I did his dick! Then, he started to enter me.

The intercourse part went on quite long as well. He went a bit fast, then slow, then he went in deep, then not very.. He kept saying 'tak tahan tak tahan' (can't stand it, can't stand it). He then muttered about doing threesome again next time we got together. I was way over my head, I just moaned and moaned. LOL!

After definitely more than a few minutes, he got his dick on my face, and I sucked it. I sucked for about 15 seconds, and then he came on my tits and neck. Some of his cum was on my hair as well. He moaned the loudest when he came. Happy man, definitely happy, happy chick I was!

Then, I went to wash. When I got up, he spanked my ass a few times. He just loved my big ass. ;)

Then, after dressing up, he gave me a tongue-y kiss and one last squeeze on my breasts. Then, we checked out and he sent me to the place where I parked my car.

All in all, I think that was one of the most satisfying and longest sex I ever had (with one-time intercourse). I just hope he'd call me more often. :)

20101013

Malay guy.

So the Malay guy who had a threesome with me the other day had just contacted me. He wants to meet me tonight.

I can't wait to be kissed again. :)

I shall write the full experience when I get home later.

Ex-boyfriend.

My first real boyfriend was an Indian man. After all the men I had fucked, I would say he is far from the best I had in bed.

He'd got this hygenic issue in which he would not lick my pussy, ESPECIALLY when it's soaking wet (as it usually is when someone touches me at the right places). He wouldn't finger me. He wouldn't even touch the area when I was wet.

What kind of guy who wouldn't touch a wet pussy?

Lame, eh? Ah well. He loved sucking on my big tits though. He also knew I absolutely love it to be on top.

Our relationship ended when he no longer could provide me financially due to some mishaps he encoutered.

That was when I started fucking for money.

20101012

20 Hours.

Hate.
If there's a name,
Or could be named,
I'd name it the two names that turned my world inside out,
Upside down,
Chaotically unstable,
Fucked up.

Fuck you both.

20101011

Threesome.


So I had my first ever threesome a few days back. One Malay guy and one Chinese. Oh, not forgetting, the eggplant.

The Malay guy, named Kamal, texted me later, saying things about wanting to be my boyfriend and later, perhaps, husband. Because, I fulfilled his life-long dream.

You know. Doing what I am doing, you just can't trust these fuckers. So all you whores out there, lose hope. There's nobody for you out there. You belong to every man.

Should I be descriptive about my experience? I don't know. Maybe I should. So here it goes.

When I went in into the motel room, the guys were already there. The Chinese guy, who had me on regular basis, was the one who suggested this. Never having done it, I told him it wasn't likely to take place. Too slutty, I guess. But you know, I have fantasies.

So eventually, I said yes.

He was the one who looked for the other guy. Thankfully, he found a Malay guy. The Chinese guy's average-sized dick wasn't circumcised. So I hated the BJ actually. Because of the foreskin, you see? But he claimed I was good. Which is good. That's the reason he kept coming back for me perhaps.

So this Malay guy was smoking when I entered the room. This motel is very much new, and compared to all the other motels I've been, this room is quite comfortable. Even the air-conditioner worked well.

I wouldn't say the Malay guy was handsome, but he was not bad-looking. So, as usual, I would wash my hands first, and checked my face and hair. Then, I exited the bathroom, stood still, not really knowing what to do.

"I've never done this before so I'm not sure what to do," I said.

"It's okay. Just take off your dress," said the Chinese guy.

So I sat down on the bed side. Suddenly I felt the Malay guy was pulling my dress softly, gesturing "take it off" signal. So I did. I noticed the Chinese guy stared at my breasts. Or perhaps, my tummy.

I am chubby. Very chubby. So I guess, I am still a bit uncomfortable when a guy stared at my body. My naked body, especially.

But as soon as my dress was off, the Malay guy who was behind me muttered "sedap badan" (as in yummy bod?) and put his hand around me from behind, and started kissing the back of my neck; something I have always imagined. It felt like I was loved. Yeah I know. I am pathetic.

The Chinese guy, who had always loved my boobs, tried to take out left boob out of its cup while the Malay guy took on my right, at the same time, unhooking my bra. He was still behind me, and I heard a 'yes'. As soon I was topless, both guys started sucking my nipples.

One left. One right. At the same time. Heaven.

I was still sitting down but I wanted so bad to lie down so it would be easier for them to keep sucking my tits. I have always loved tit-sucking more than anything else so I wanted them to suck them longer. At the same time, their other hands started to find my panties-covered, clean-shaved pussy.

Cloud nine.

Moans. Moans. Moans. Then my panties was off. I was lying down. The pussy-licking took place.

Seventh heaven.

So, the next forty minutes was full of different positions for all three of us. Also did doggy style. They took turn being blowjobbed and fucking my pussy. The eggplant got its turn as well.

The Malay guy and I actually did kiss on the mouth a few times. I kind of enjoyed that as I've not been with a boyfriend for quite some time. Usually, I never kissed on the mouth with my clients. So, the tongue-lock came as a surprise, and a pleasant one at that.

The Chinese guy came first, on my tits. Five minutes later, the Malay guy, on my tits as well.

Me? I never came.

P/S: I shall explain later why I did not come.

20101010

Hate.

I have to admit. The reason that place was a shithole to me was because I was alone there. Apart from this, it is no worse than where I am now. Though where I am now had come a long way ever since I left to further my studies, it is no better than that place now.

Because I am still alone.

P/S: I think I miss my sugar daddy. But I don't think he cares about me anymore.