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Losing my virginity.


I lost my virginity when I was 21 years old. For a Malay girl, I consider that quite early during my time. If I was not mistaken, most of my friends were still honey pot virgins.

I have always had this big boobs. Though admittedly, they are bigger now than the last time when I just entered university, they were still pretty big for a chubby girl my size. Being a boob-girl (as to say, I love being touched there - though before losing my virginity, nobody ever touched them), I always imagined my nipples to be sucked, the breasts being fondled, et cetera. Whenever I was in the mood to watch porn videos, I always chose the ones with a lot of tit-sucking activities. Up till now, really. That would really get me wet. ;)

One of my favourite videos would be the following. Minute 2:50 to about minute 7:00. Love!


So yeah, this would be my kind of video.

So, back to the virginity-losing 'ceremony', I was actually under some sort of stress at the time because my phone-sex boyfriend broke up with me. So, I was pretty lonely, so I went online and chatted in MIRC. Then I talked to a Malay guy, I'd name him D. D was 25 years old at the time, living in Kuala Lumpur.

We met at night, the same day we started chatting. He came to my house to pick me up, then we went to Mid Valley for a movie, then to his place somewhere in Kuala Lumpur.

I was quite nervous actually. It was not planned at all. We sat on his bed, watching TV. That was when he started to kiss me. While kissing, his hand started to explore my breasts. I think, being a virgin who had always imagined being touched and sucked and bitten on the breasts and nipples area, the moment he touched my breasts, I was already wet. But I was still fully clothed at the time.

Then, he tried to take off my jeans but I refused. To be frank, I wanted it more than anything, but you know, you gotta play hard to get. ;p

"Ala, nak jilat je," he said ("I only want to lick, that's all.")

I wasn't stupid to believe that it was all he was gonna do, but I let him anyway because as I said, I wanted it.

Then when both my jeans and pantied were off, he quickly played his tongue on my pussy. I was already wet at the time, so I guess, that was got him crazy as well. He licked and sucked my pussy like it was lollipop!

All I did was moaning and moaning. It was so good. At some point, I even pulled his hair! Yeah his tongue was at all the right places.

Then, after a few minutes of pussy licking and sucking, he stopped and wipe his mouth with a small towel. He said, you're really wet, and smiled naughtily.

Then, he went to kiss my tummy and the outside of my bra. He started to enter me at the same time.

Fuck it hurt like hell!

He actually tried a few times to enter me fully but he just couldn't. I was really, really tight at the time. I myself almost cried because I thought it hurt so much. Not long after, he came on my tummy.

He didn't even get to enter me!

After cleaning up, we cuddled for a while, and he sent me home.

PS: Our second experience together was much better though, but I am too lazy to type it down. Ehe.

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